Trials

Afternoon..

Beyond the usual Sex, Drugs and Rock n' Roll, I have always prided myself in having very few weaknesses. Recently I do seem to have obtained a new one.. just to keep things interesting.. This one has claws :|. However it has provided me with a level of intellectual stimulation previously unknown to me. I don't wish to sound arrogant, but there are aspects of my personality I have trouble expressing and that very few people, if any, have ever attempted to understand. It has brought a new sense of reality and stability while at the same time, completely fucking with my mind.. Then again, if life was simple and straight forward, what would be the point? What is life without it's challenges?.. except easier of course.

All in all though, feeling pretty damn good, and less lonely. Maybe it is just enough to find something that reminds you that you are, after all, not alone..

Moving on.. I am bored to hell today. I have cranked up the metal, got some unhealthy junk food and have set about irritating people online and generally making a nuisance of myself.. Wish me luck ;).

Hope you are all well...

~ Martin

p.s.. I was joking about the drugs.. Drugs are bad! Just say no.. Stay in school, kids!